What a difference a day Made

It had been almost a year!

2011-01-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

WOW, It had been almost a year ever since i last blog! LOL!

Feeling damn fucking bored at home nowwwww.

Everyday routine is like Book-in at 8am, Book-out at 5pm

come back home either use computer or watch tv den sleep at 12plus.

Sigh, anyway I'm gonna O.R.D in 3months time. minus P.H, Off and leave

i think still have about 2months to go.

alright, 9pm show starting already, gonna go watch now.

will update again soon!

2010-02-08T00:07:00.000-08:00

Ah sorry guys, didn't update for the last 2 weeks was rather busy.

a quick update before i go to bed.

last friday went over to baby house and stay.

did cleaning for her and went to bq at night.

sat, as usual went to club again.

was damn tired cause i slept for like 5hours on friday night.

reach home at about 8am and wake up at about 2pm.

had our lunch and bus-ed to bedok at 5plus.

meet wilson at interchange and we went to collect his spect

and had our dinner at kfc..

nothing much to update for today.

goodnight guys!

2010-01-28T23:24:00.000-08:00

SIGH...

I really don't know what happen to our relationship. i really don't know...

i really feel like letting it go. maybe will be better for the both of us.

but i can't do it..

i really don't know what had change you to become like this.

i feel like crying now really feels like. can i get you back like before? can i..

our text nowadays are getting shorter, our calls also and our time for each other.

isit drifting away? i really very lost very very.. sigh.

nobody will knows how i feel.. nobody.

even if it's you, do you? when i needed you the most you're always busy.

when will you be free? when!

sometime i wanna tell you more and talk things out with you,

but i'm just so scare to say it out to you.

i scare you will be angry with me and say i don't trust you all this

and den we will quarrel again, that's is why i don't wanna tell you..

sigh, maybe both our sweet time has ended from the day we patch back.

only quarrels will come more often den sweet time.

i just wish that you will really understand me one day..

maybe till that day comes, you will realise and love me back..

what i had did for you is because i love you.

and it's not that i dun have trust in you.

and sometimes, you think that you're right on your judge.

but did you give me the chance to explain to you?

or tell you what i have to say. you will just say stop or enough of all this nonsense.

everytime we quarrel, i take 10steps back.

but did you even try to take a step back for me?

isit really fair for me? do you think for me about it?

do you?

i will stop what i have to say.

just think about it what i have wrote

think back to past, i really wish!

2010-01-25T10:35:00.000-08:00

Monday again! Monday blue, as what they said every time..

nothing much to update for today.

yesterday was tiring, waited for baby to bathe out but i fall asleep.

I'm sorry baby!

things are sightly getting better as i said in the previous post.

read back what you wrote on your blog from Nov 08..

i really miss those day back when we were together..

we went lots of place together and just the both of us

where by no one will interfere.

i know that now, past is past and won't be back again.

but will you treat me back like it was meant to be before?

you said it once that,

baby, would you bring me to somewhere..

somewhere where belongs to the two of us?

right now i will answer you, yes i always will.

just that now, I'm waiting for you to hold my hands and i will bring you far away where it is only meant for the both of us!

you're running at the front now, and I'm behind you trying to catch up with you,

will you stop there and wait for me?

now, it's my turn to say all this i guess.

been 2years that we know each other.

but one thing for sure, i won't be giving up this relationship so easily..

no matter how deep i fall, how much I'm getting, how hard it is gonna be

i will still pick myself up and chase after you.

just bring me far away with you will you?

valentine day will be arriving in 2weeks time.

will you spend this very day with me?

sometimes, I'm just pretending to be Strong,

but deep down, I'm just as weak as a new born baby.

baby, i really wish you would be back like last time.

as you once said before when we're turning in,

you want me to be back like last time, and i answer you yes.

but i know it's impossible..

regrets will only recall back for what i had did to you.

how i wish and i really wish...

*I will keep loving you non-stop till the day i'm gone from this world*

this is my promise made to you!

2010-01-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

A quick update for Friday, yesterday and today.

took bus down to woodlands on Friday night and accompany baby.

went to Alvin house to slack around and slept over at baby house.

And yes, it's Saturday! FLEA MARKET is what baby is waiting for!!

woke up early in the morning 8o'clock, prepare everything

and took cab down to katong village which is beside katong mall.

reach there around 11am and unpack everything

and help out with baby for 2 days to sell those unwanted clothes and accessories.

weather was rather humid there, luckily mummy shop was nearby there.

we keep running to mummy shop and enjoy the aircon

while Regina and Sherman had to tend the booth..

we close our booth at 7plus, put the things at mummy shop

and went for our dinner at kfc..

right after dinner, baby and i went back to my house..

thought of going club but half way when we reaching home,

suddenly get very very tired, and kinda broke too.

so we decided not to go in the end.

lights off at about 1am.. very happy that baby is sleeping beside me!

today, woke up around 10am, prepare everything and about 11.20am,

aunt send us down to katong for the last day of our booth..

sales was alright for today, didn't earn much or earn less.

but the neighbour of our booth today is very SELFISH!

only think for herself but not others! not like yesterday one...

close our booth slightly later today but still the same.

had mac for dinner at mummy shop before we leave there.

baby took cab back with Regina and Sherman to woodlands

while i took bus back home, cause I'm kinda broke!!

or else i would have to take cab too..

alright, i gonna turn in now. very very tired..

didn't get enough sleep for the past few days.

and one more thing, i and baby is getting better already..

hope that we really won't quarrel again..

I Love You Baby! will call you soon!

goodnight!

2010-01-22T18:28:00.000-08:00

just reach home from camp. sigh,

it's the 3rd day today and we're still not okay yet.

went to ecp to breeze yesterday afternoon till late night.

feeling better there and it was really cooling.

took a deep breathe, hoooo everything out.

it's been a long time that i went there to chill out

and think back what i had did for the past years.

i was indeed playful, and didn't treasure what i had in the past.

thought that things will be easy as it's,

but it's never that easy that i have done..

after which, regret came out from the bottom of my heart.

a lot of things ran through my mind there..

good times will always past so fast,

and bad times will always past so slow.

good things that i did will tend to forget,

but the wrong things that i done will always remain there.

we had sort things out yesterday,

now i really understand what she needed most.

i can see that this time round, i had really make her disappointed,

and hurt her times and again and again..

she had never stop giving me chances but

i didn't learn and cherish the chances that she had given..

this is the very last chances she's going to give me.

i won't beg for another one again after this.

cause if i do, I'm gonna hurt you again.

i don't wish to see you getting hurt, i rather that it's was me getting it.

I am very sorry baby!

i wish and hope that things will be back to normal as soon as possible.

2010-01-21T00:16:00.000-08:00

took leave today, didn't go camp.

wasn't in a good mood and still feeling very down and lost.

went drinking ytd night with my bestfriends, thanks guys for cheering me up!

but things will still be the same. nothing has change.

get damn drunk and woke up it's still the same thing.

sigh, i'm really sorry for what i had did.

i know that this time round, i had really hurt you alot from your post i read.

i won't blame you if you're not gonna forgive me but at least we can still be friends.

i guess?

maybe what you told me before is right..

sigh, i'm still hanging on and waiting for hope that came across my mind.

i'm now at the very deep of the ocean trying to flood on the water,

and swim back as fast as i can but meanwhile i'll be drown anytime.

keep flipping back to our photos that we took. really miss you and,

wanna be beside you now but i know you need time to cool down.

i really wanna hug you as tight as possible!

you remember what you told me,

that you won't run away or change another bf cause

when your *yi gen han mao tong* i know what you want.

and i'm the only one that can ren you for what you did.

baby you know that i really love you and even thou if i'm checking on you,

it's because i care and worried for you.

right now, i'm in ns.. no money, no confident nothing..

if you were in my shoes, tell me how can you not scare..

how will you feel if you dun have all this and you've got a gf

and is willing to wait for you to work and earn money,

so that she can be at home and no need to work outside.

i'm trying my very best this time round in our relationship.

but i guess now, everything i had did is just that i'm a fling to you?

it really hurts me alot.

i had never really love a girl till like this before.

you had taught me what is relationship but half way till you're gone.

thought that this relationship i had with you were last till we old..

but i guess it's gonna stop here real soon..

*tears keep dripping down every second*

nothing will change from now on.

my love for you will remain the same.

2010-01-20T18:42:00.000-08:00

baby i'm sorry for disappointing you this time round.

i know what i say now, you won't forgive me.

but i just want you to know that i'm worried and care for you!

and what most is I LOVE YOU!

if you're not going to forgive me, i wont blame it on you.

cause i had made you disappointed alot of times

and beg for forgiveness but same things still repeat after that.

i know that you had enough of me and maybe that's the way we're ending.

till now, you said i don't trust you.

i did trust you, just that my trust is in a wrong way i guess.

sigh, still remember what you said to our promise?

no matter what happens we will go through it together?

you will hold my hands and walk till we old

and you won't run away cause you're waiting for me to yang you.

i remember everything that you said/text me.

i'm very sorry and lost right now..

i know this time round what you said to me,

you really mean it and serious of you.

only can blame it on myself for my stupidness to check.

memorise keep flashing back through my mind

when i'm on my way back home.

this is the first time i really love a girl(you) so much

that i can give up my life but things won't change back now.

valentine day is coming, and you also know that i brought ring for you

cause you found it where i hide. it's suppose to be a surprise

but now it's not anymore.

hope that you will celebrate this very day with me.

i know you will read this. this is only meant for you.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME WILL YOU! I'M SORRY!

2010-01-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

didn't update for the past few weeks!

was busy having fun and forget everything about it!

FIRSTLY!

Merry Christmas AND Happy New Year

to everyone and i know it's kinda late to say now,

but i don't care! just wanna say! LOL!

alright as for Christmas, i spend mine in club!

with usual peeps and

we party till lights on! had alot of fun!

as for New Year, i spend mine at pat house.

had steamboat together with usual people.

and i remember that it's a start of a new year

and i made baby so angry with me..

she didn't talk to me much the whole day

and I'm try to please her with. till the next day

everything return smoothly! lucky!

this year, i read the lunar calendar about both of us,

not so good for us both. i just hope that,

it won't turn out that way that was return on it!

baby has went to club with them and i cant get to go. sigh.

hope that she kept her promise to me!

I JUST SIMPLY LOVES HER MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!

NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU AWAY FROM ME SWEETIE!

alright, gonna turn in now cause tomorrow gonna wake up early!

goodnight!

2009-12-25T17:45:00.000-08:00

2009-12-24T02:30:00.000-08:00

2009-12-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

had been staying at baby house for the past few days.

and yes, had alot of fun there.

prawn fishing on FRIDAY cause it's our unit outing

caught a prawn with red tag and won an hour voucher for prawning

that's very lucky for me but didn't go there often
so i think can just throw it on side.

took cab back to baby house after that and brought chicken rice for her lunch!

rest awhile, bathe den meet usual peeps to buy x'mas present for exchange.

walked around at causeway point for like few hours and finally
we decided to get it from ntuc

had our dinner after that at kfc and back to baby house to wrap for the x'mas present.

while they were wrapping the gift, i fall asleepppp...

2009-12-16T21:07:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM!

damnn tireddd. DUTY TOMORROW! sian...

need to turn in early tonight cause last few days i didn't sleep early and nearly late for work! going over to baby house tomorrow after work!!

i miss her so much lahhhh! can't wait to end work tomorrow!

this coming friday, not gonna report for work but instead we're going for prawning at bishan! hahaha! so shiokkk that why i can stay at baby house tomorrow. weeee~ then sat, going to jaslin house to celebrate x'mas! alot of event coming up yaaaaa!

alright i gonna turn in now. i know it's damn early but i'm freaking tired already! goodnight readers who read my blog!

I'll compromise and accomodate

to your needs, and accept your

character without complaining

i just hope that you will shower

me with your love that i need!

2009-12-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

was nearly late for unit today, woke up at 745am and rushing for everything.

take a quick bathe and den rush down to take a cab. lucky I'm on time haha.

reach home at about 6pm, bathe, then meet wilson, jiahao and yewjoo for dinner at 511. nothing much today am gonna turn in now! damn tiredddd..

GOODNIGHT ALL~

She's my only one! LOVE YA =D

Happening!

2009-12-14T00:02:00.000-08:00

didn't blog for the past few days cause alot of fun and event!

sat morning when back to camp and do some stuff.

woke up quite at 7.30am in the morning,
went for breakfast den head-ed back to camp.

came home at about 2plus 3. rest awhile and went to ZOUK OUT!!

WOOO~ it's quite fun but i think it doesn't worth the 41dollars! haha.

it was my first attempt, if they doesn't have water to play with, then the whole thing wont be fun! will upload some of the photo's here=D

my internet is damn laggy now. can't upload much!

pictures is up on facebook too!sorry about that.. lol.

alright i gonna turn in soon!

goodnight all~ and i love you baby!

i aint gonna cry

and i won't beg you to stay

if you're determined to leave girl

i will not stand in your way

but inevitably you'll be back again

cause you know in your heart babe

our love will never end!

2009-12-08T23:50:00.000-08:00

sigh, nothing much for today!

slept at 1am last night and wake up at 5.40am.

not tired and don't know why! guess today should be the same also.

gonna to turn in to bed now. i miss you badly!

and one more thing,

baby has just launched her blogshop! below is the link!

guys out there, please do give ur fullest support alright! thanks!

www.r-osabella.blogspot.com

sigh, we quarrel again just now

i don't know what will i be like

if i continue like this.

i love you so much till

i can't leave u even a moment

i hope that things will get better in time..

2009-12-07T14:10:00.000-08:00

sigh, didn't manage to sleep well last night!

went to ph with usual people on sat night.

left around 4am and reach home at about 6am.

turn in to bed right after i had wash up!

Slept for ONLY 3hours cause of my mum,

who wake me up so EARLY to go pai tai shui!

after which we went for our breakfast and den off to her salon.

had my hair cut cause it's too long that i get caught! lol.

baby is going back home soon, 3days after that den she'll be coming back.

I miss her the moment she step out of my house! cause she's the one

I LOVE MOST!

gonna play dota soon and then sleep awhile more.

I trust you sweetie! don't think so much already!

i hate it when you left my house

and start to text him when you're at home.

and when you're coming back to my house,

the message you send to him was deleted!

trust is the key that you everytime said to me.

if you had nothing with him,

why must you delete away the messasge.

sigh, i hope things will get better.

2009-12-02T21:19:00.000-08:00

Back from CAMP! nothing much today, as usual slack all the way till 5pm. lol.

meet up with kian boon(camp mates) with one of his friends t

introduces me with a job which is freelance.

Now that I've got a job and can earn abit more income!

something keep bothering me lately which is studies.

i keep thinking of going back to study but i just don't know

what courses can i take! either retail or buisness. sigh.

can anyone help me with this!

and another thing is that, if i take up night classes,

my time spend with baby will be getting lesser and lesser!

and i dun want that to happen! sighhh.

regretted that i quit my ite and now wanting to go back for studies.

buck up KENNY! alright, gonna watch tv now and den turn in to bed ald.

ciaooooo will update again tomorrow.

2009-12-01T22:55:00.000-08:00

Woooo, back to blog? lol. haven been blogging for like 7month plus!

Gonna be my 9months in NS this coming 12th of December.

time really fly very fast uh! left 1y3m to ORD!

waiting for that very day to come.

Baby went for photo shoots today and i think,

those photo that she took was really nice!

She's gonna open back her blog shop and i had given her my full support!

baby JIAYOU ah!

Currently, i'm looking for a job but nobody wanna hire me

as I'm serving my NS.

sigh, money money money! money really kills people at times!

And YEA, I'm now trying to quit smoking! didn't buy cig for this month only when i go club then buy one packet but also didn't smoke much!

After 6years that I've been smoking! lol.

alright, I'm turning in to bed now!

hopefully baby will come over tomorrow afternoon!

ILOVEYOUBABY!<3<3<3

2009-07-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry baby!

I promise i won't do it again!

Forgive me will you!

SORRY!

2009-03-22T16:45:00.000-07:00

Came out of camp yesterday afternoon around 12pm. Took shuttle bus from changi navel base to tanah merah and cab-ed home! Reach home at around 1pm, bathe and headed down to bedok-inter with Wilson to eat kfc(: Chill at home awhile and went to St.James at night with Lovelyn, Joycely and their friends. We reach there around 11pm and we got check by the bouncer and couldn't enter. So Lovelyn think of a way and we manage to enter. Had fun there thou i'm botak LOL. Alright, i'm going back to camp at night around 9pm, to think of it i cant SMOKE inside! Will update again soon when i book out! ciaooooooo!

although i'm not suppose to say this but I'll still miss you when i'm inside!

2009-03-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

Alright, shall update a little bit.

I'm going for my enlistment today!

Must reach there before 8.30am and i gonna leave house soon.

I had no idea what to blog right now,

my mind is still covering up with lots of things!

Hope that i will be having fun inside(:

ciaoooooooo!

♥❤Do take good care of yourself &

I will miss you❤♥

2009-03-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

After today I'll be botak and tomorrow will be my last day out to have fun! it's kinda of bored right now and my mind is covering up with lots of things which i don't know what! sad! Guess i only can update my blog after 1month when I'm out! Okay lastly, I WANNA THANKS ALL THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHOM ASK ME OUT BEFORE I GO NS THANKS BOYS AND GIRLS!

And when I'm inside i will think of you! and this song is dedicate just for you!

It's been so long that I haven't seen your face

I'm Tryna be strong but the strength I have is washing away

It wont be long before i get you by my side

And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you

Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two

And we show our eyes that night even said somethings weren't true

why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then

why can't it be the way it was cause

you were my homie lover and friend

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I can't lie I miss you much Watching everyday that goes by

I miss you much Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry Yes I miss you much

You are the apple of my eye Girl I miss you much I miss you much

I can't lie I miss you much Watching everyday that goes by

I miss you much Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry Yes I miss you much

You are the apple of my eye Girl I miss you much I miss you much

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I want you to fly with me, want you to fly

I miss how you lie with me, miss how you lie

Just wish you could dine with me, wish you could dine

One that would grind with me, One that would grind

I want you to fly with me, want you to fly

I miss how you lie with me, Ohh miss how you lie

Just wish you could dine with me, wish you could dine

One that would grind with me, Ohh One that would grind

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na

Wish we never broke up right now na na

we need to link up right now na na

2009-03-07T12:55:00.000-08:00

Left with 4days and i'm going for my NS. Counting down the days!
Went out this whole week with lots and lots of friends! thanks guys~
Yesterday afternoon, went swimming with Wilson, Jiahao and Guoming at Bedok Swimming Complex. Reach there around 3pm, we swim awhile and its started to rain heavily. So we decide to walk out without bathing and wearing our swimming shorts. While walking towards 211 for our lunch, Wilson do some stun and make us laugh like crazy! He knows what he did and i don't wanna mention it here LOL! Right after lunch took bus home, bathe and cab down to Plaza sing. Meet up with GAP colleagues and celebrate xiaoling and yuling birthday at cafe cartel! Right after that, went back home again, bathe and meet lovelyn. She bring me in to st.james and I had alot of fun there! THANKS LOVELYN(: It's my first time going club and i really enjoy myself. The only thing is that i didn't dance with them and so i just sit down and drink! hahaha. Reach home at 6am this morning, bathe and zzzz!
Okay next, today gonna meet my usual buddys plus Aaron, Xiong zhu and Sylvester. Gonna bathe and ciaooooooo!

2009-03-02T06:16:00.000-08:00

Went out for dinner with Wilson, Xinwen and Guoming at Bedok Ljs. Waited for Jiahao to join us but he came late after we finish eating. Rain starts to fall heavily so we walked around Bedok and deciding where to go. At first, i decide that we go prawning at either pasir ris or bishan but they say raining and hard to go there no transport! Secondly wilson decide that go x-gaming to play left4dead but jianyi didn't play that game so need to decide again. And lastly i think of monopoly so i said, arbo we go guoming house and play monopoly can kill abit of time also! So we walk to NTUC and buy the monopoly it cost $69.90! guoming paid for it. LOL! And i grabbed a magazine there(: took bus 168 to Guoming house and we starts to play. From 11pm we play till morning 6am!!! This monopoly really kill damn lots of time! hahaha. Next, funny things that wilson did! We left Guoming house around 6.15am and cabbed back. So i ask Xinwen wheather to go for breakfast at mac near my house so he said okay but wilson don't wanna come along so nvm. When we hired a cab, I told the taxi driver: uncle bedok north street 3.
Wilson say: Uncle you can exit from P.I.E(tuas) so will reach faster! I was like asking wilson huh, P.I.E(tuas) can exit to bedok ah? He says: can and will be faster! After we exit the uncle says here can exit to bedok? I was like Can't, LOL we went one big round to eunos exit then back to bedok. Wilson and I keep laughing and I keep saying see la turn 1 big round. Just now can go straight then turn can reach home already now need go 1 big round. LOL! Xinwen and I get down first and we headed to mac for breakfast! Afterwhich I went back home bathe and read magazine and zZzZZzz!

2009-02-27T04:24:00.000-08:00

Went back to Bedok South Secondary School with Jiahao and Xinwen and visited quite a few teacher. We went there around 8am in the morning lol! When we reach school, on our way in to canteen we saw Mr.Sum and he stopped us and asked: what are you guys doing here!
I replied: We came back to visit teacher that taught us before.
He said: you cant walked around in the school wearing home clothes. Then i'm thinking, if i cant wear home clothes in then what am i gonna wear in? Secondary school uniform? LOL. After that we were ask to sit down in the office and wait for the teacher to come down and visit us instead. Lucky i still got Mr.Shamsul number so i call and text him to come down to office and rescue us to canteen. After 30mins sitting down inside, finally he came and rescue us. Chat awhile inside his office and we headed to canteen. Hao and Wen order their food while i just order drinks and I'm like the first one to say that I'm hungry but i didn't eat anything there!(: because i wanted to eat chicken chop but they don't have, so sad! Left school around 11am and we went over to crossfire and play dota. I eat roti prata there and played till 1pm. Wilson came to find us cause we were going to Loyang Tau Pei Gong. But we made him angry cause he waited for us for like fucking 1hour. SORRY WILSON! We accompany Wilson to eat at simpang bedok then took bus 9 to Loyang. After that, Guoming and Jianyi joined us! Okay next, everyone went over to Guoming house and chill awhile after that we started to play blackjack and tai ti! And we did alot of pumping! lol. We play till 6plus and everyone went home after that! Around 9.30pm, i cabbed down to cine to meet Farhan, Kahkoon, Clara and Sherman for K-box. Sing and drink till 1.30am and we cabbed home! ~Pictures will be uploaded soon when clara send me!~

2009-02-25T00:46:00.000-08:00

Went to East Coast Lagoon yesterday night to meet Farhan, Kah koon, Clara and fuad. Fuad came to fetch me to ecp to meet them! Thanks fuad(: Farhan ordered quite alot of dishes and by the time i sit down those dishes were already on the table. Lol. After eating, we went to look for nice place to relax and then camwhoring starts...

while Farhan, Kah koon and ME were eating...

fuad was playing psp lol.

walking to find nice place to relax.

After we settle down nonsense started LOL!

see what's farhan doing.

and his NINJA came!(:

and i was forces to tag along.

and finally i see clara in pic lol!

Can't wait for this friday K'box lol. ciao!

2009-02-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

Rot at home the whole day. Yesterday went to celebrate carrie mum's birthday at east coast. We eat at one of the restaurant, quite nice actually but waited for them for about 1hr? hahaha.
Okay after which we went over to Kiat rong bbq and see how he looks like right now but still the same! Damn action and childish. LOL! Okay i gonna bathe now and meet kahkoon soon at paya lebar. Going for my kfc wahahaha shall update tommorrow. ciaoooooooo!

Counting down the days to 'Ns'

2009-02-15T04:25:00.000-08:00

It's already 4am in the morning and mostly everyone is dead on their bed but I'm still awake! Hahaha. Less then one month and I'm going to serve my NS! To think of it, its rather boring and at the same time a little bit excited that who will i get to know inside! No choice I'm the one who ask for early enlistment and I'm not studying anymore. Gonna botak soon and i already can imagine how will look like! I will look like 1 of the monkeys in the zoo thats got nothing to do and swing around like idiots! LOL. ciaooooooooo!

Tommorrow will be another day, hope its a good one!

What a Valentine's day!

2009-02-14T23:11:00.000-08:00

Today is VALENTINE'S DAY and yet is a lonesome ONE!
Went out this afternoon to meet Choon siong at bugis mrt. He wanted to buy some stuff from beach road but change of plan so went over orchard to buy his friend birthday present. After which i went over to Jianyi house to helped out with (Tua Ah Pek) and back home. Just bathe out and going out again! HAHAHA. Waiting for Kahkoon to come over to take working clothes. Shall update tommorrow! ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooo(:

2009-02-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to update this few days. Went out this afternoon to eat at bedok inter with wilson. After which, we headed down to sim lim to repair his laptop!(You still own me money ahh!) lol.
Yesterday night had a bad sore throat and today i fall sick! WTF?! Hmmm suppose to go simon house today to play mahjong with clara and kahkoon but simon's dad happen to have mahjong with his friends too!.
Valentine's day arriving soon, would it be a happy valentine or a lonely one?
Okay gonna sleep now shall update tmr! goodnight to all~ ciaooooooo!

2009-02-06T03:01:00.000-08:00

HEADACHE!

F U N !

2009-02-05T04:30:00.000-08:00

Went out this evening with wilson, jiahao and xinwen(3 idiots) LOL. We went to The Cathay and watch Underworld. The show was damn niceeeee, lots of action! HAHAHA. Show ends at 11.30 and we headed down to grandlink and played Left 4 dead. Its my first time playing that game, something like Counter-Strike but this time round is killing zombie! Overall still not bad la hahaha. guess i'm off to my bed now. goodnight all~~

S I A N!

2009-02-02T23:28:00.000-08:00

Rot at home the whole day today, gonna change blog songs. I'm bored of it already. Woke up this morning at 12pm and started to dota till 10pm. Dota spree uhhhh. lol okay will change the song real soon(:

Hot 'N' Cold

2009-02-02T00:01:00.000-08:00

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you pee a mess like a bitch I would know
And you always think always speak cryptically
I should know that you're no good for me
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Someone call the doctor got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster can't get off this ride
You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

2009-02-01T18:21:00.000-08:00

Just wake up from sleep, now is already 6.15pm. Can you imgine how tired i am? Okay next, going town later to meet scotts and paragon part-timers! Think they wanna chill at Mccafe! hahaha. Okay gonna have my dinner now cause i'm fucking hungry! ciaoooooooooooooo(:

Sad

2009-01-31T03:59:00.000-08:00

Today is my last day working at P.R.L. Sad to leave but i need to have a good rest and be prepared before i go for my ns. I really enjoyed myself working there tho is only less den 4months. Especially Farhan, thanks for everything that you have teach me from the beginning till today. I will always remember your advice, be nice and be humble!(:
Now that i'm not working, i need to train myself to wake up early and go for morning jog. kind of tired now, going to sleep ald. nights all(:

2009-01-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

Ang bao not collected much this year. Only got 12 ang bao sad uhhhhhh): added up total not more den 200! It's like getting lesser and lesser each year! Haisssss.

Went out yesterday night to D'zess pub with jingjie and his group of friends! Reach there around 11.30pm when meng is almost half drunk. We open 4 bottles of martell. This time round meng vomit and we were like YesYesYes. Cause when he drink, he never vomit before. hahaha. Reach home around 6am this morning, bathe den sleep.

Mum wake me up around 12am this afternoon. Went to tembling road to bai tai sui. Right after that we went over to god-ma house at pasir ris. When i reach there, sit at sofa watch tv awhile den fall asleep till 8pm. hahaha.

Mum went to thailand this evening, will only be back by this monday.

Happy Chinese New year!

2009-01-25T00:01:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all! This year, i really dun have the atmospher to celebrate. End work at 5pm today and went to scotts to meet fuad. I'm really bored now can someone just call and ask me out!

2009-01-24T03:30:00.000-08:00

Cny is coming but i dun have that kind of feeling for celebrating this year. Maybe i'm going for my ns! sian uhhh. Never even buy clothes for cny! lol. Went outing after work with kahkoon, clara and some of the part-timers at scotts! Went lao pa sat to had our supper, the food was really sucks there! Right after that, we went over to esplanade and chill there. It's like donkey years that i had been there!(: hahaha. Tommorrow i'll be ending at 5pm(: gonna rush back home to have my reunion dinner with my familys!

B O R E D!

2009-01-22T02:23:00.000-08:00

I dream a lot, I know you say I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking" is all you ever say.
I know i'm not the best for you, but promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go, you'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where i go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you but I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever, these scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember.
Stay with me, or watch me bleed, I need you just to breathe
Cause today, you walked out of my life(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife(I need you just to breathe.)

I miss u, waiting for your calls and reply):

2009-01-21T01:34:00.000-08:00

Siannnnnnn. Just don't feel like working anymore.. Can someone just bank in lots of money to my account! tired):

2009-01-19T01:55:00.000-08:00

Went out this evening with huisi to catch a movie at tamp. Watched transporter 3. The show was very exciting i tell you. Lots of actions hahaha. Suppose to meet her at 7pm at bedok inter but i was late. So sorry to make you wait for me about an hour ya): After movie, we took bus 69 to 85market to eat, wanted to eat ba chor mee but the store were ald closed when we reached there. So i ordered fried prawn noodle instead. sucks man! lol. I'm still down with slight fever and flu. Sick and tired, think i gonna sleep ald. nights all(:

2009-01-18T12:07:00.000-08:00

Just wake up not long ago.. Didn't turn up for work cause i'm feeling damn sickkkkkkkkkk! Sorry guys! hmmm nothing to do now. Left 2more months and i'm going for NS. Its on 12march. Cny is coming but i didn't buy anything, sad huh this year. Need to save money now before i go in NS or else when i go in, i'm broke ald!. haisssssss. Maybe i going to put 1 more tattoo but i don't know where can i put it, cause i'm quite skinny! Grandma is back from market, and brought me food think i go eat my breakfast first ya.. Hungryyyyyyyyy!

(Nice huhhhh)

2009-01-18T00:54:00.000-08:00

haissssssss, still down with fever! siannnnnnnn, wanted to go visit a doctor but i'm lazy and waste money!?! Today got a customer said this, do u guys have (BLACK WATER IN RED) den i was stun by that, i said: "Erm, ya. We got BLACK WATCH IN RED AND NAVY.." where the hell he read black water!. wtf right, think he studied too much or work too hard ald! hahahaha. Okay, after work i went over scotts with farhan, clara and kahkoon to meet fuad cause he sending me home. Had supper at mac with the 3 of them while i'm waiting for fuad. Can u imagine that i'm down with fever and sore throat but i still eat mac! LOLLLLL.. Okay, next~ i'm still considering tmr wheather to turn up for work or take mc. really can't tahan for long aldddddd!

2009-01-17T01:03:00.000-08:00

Fucking sick and tired now, can't think of anything else except for sleep. shall update tommorrow when i'm getting better): ciaoooooooo!

2009-01-16T02:57:00.000-08:00

Sian, I'm sickkkkkkkk!): Today, work till half way nose starts to bleed and fever came in also. Hmmm i just reach home, catch a movie at cine with clara and kahkoon after work. Watched ipman(: its very nice u know hahahahaha. If any of you haven watch please go and watch it. bet you guys will like it huhhhh. LOL. But my favorite show is Lord of the ring yeah! haha okay, think i gonna sleep soon ya. I'm still having fever don't know tommorrow still will go for work not. YAWN.. Goodnight to all~~

2009-01-15T02:25:00.000-08:00

Just reach home and bathe out not long ago. Yesterday, i was way too tired to blog): went out to celebrate Xiuling 18years old birdday after i reach home bathe and change(: hmmm went to expo(Jazz Pub) had fun singing and drinking there! Hope you like the present and enjoyed your birdday yeah! Reached home around 3am, after i change den hop on to my bed ald!

Today work was boringgggggggggg, came 18cartons!! We wanted to do in the morning but they said "ljl is coming" so we can't do the stocks till afternoon around 4 plus 5! Suppose to end at 9 today but extend till 11 to finish up the cartons! Right after that i went to eat supper with Simon, Lawerance and Clara at somerset, eat roti prata! sucks man i tell you! lol. Íts so oily laaaaaaaaa):

So tried now, guess i'm going to my bed ald ya! Nights all(:

2009-01-13T00:38:00.000-08:00

(The Clubing Lampers Yooo)

I'm back from bugis(: brought a cap from there and nothing else.. But i felt something is missing from the cap, duno why the 'Clubing' is not 'Clubbing' Bugis is so boring now all those things doesn't suits me anymore. Maybe its not my type ya. Okay i'm going to bathe now, shall update tmr when i'm back. nights!(:

2009-01-12T14:10:00.000-08:00

Just woke up not long ago and had my breakfast. Going to meet wilson soon and we're heading to bugis to get my caps! Think i'm not bringing my dog to orchard today cause i dun have any transport to there when my uncle is not free now. okay i'm going to bathe now. will update tonight when i'm back from bugis yaaaaaaaaaa!(:

2009-01-12T00:58:00.000-08:00

Just reach home from work not long ago. It's a tiring day for me today! Wake up this morning around 8.50 and I'm ready by 9.15.. Trying to stop taking cab to work but i still continue to do so! Its a fucking waste of moneyyyyyy):

After work, i went over to scotts to meet fuad cause i ask him to send me home this afternoon when he come to take ibt from paragon. Waited for him about 30mins i guess but it's worth waiting! He's a good friend to be with and think alike just like his brother(Farhan)! Buddy always ya hee.. We headed to mac with some of the part-timers at scotts to had our supper. Sit down and chat awhile after which he send me back home already. While I'm on his bike, i shivering when he was riding it so fast at about 110 to 130km/hr. hahaha. Thanks fuad! Okay next..

Still can work at Ralph Lauren for about a month and another month of slack after which i need to serve my NS(changi navy) on 12march! Duno how will my life be inside there, but no matter what i still need to serve for 2years and maybe i will sign on if my life is good inside lol! And i wanna thanks CLARA for helping me out with this blog! thanks ya.. Hmm guess I'm going to bathe now and probably heading to bed after my hair drys up! goodnight boys and girls yooo(:

2009-01-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

2009-01-10T00:59:00.000-08:00

Nothing to do, so i just randomly create a blog to kill my boredness away!
Today suppose to go to work but i didn't turn up, perhaps i was to tired to wake up. Yesterday i went over to tamp after work to meet wilson, jiahao and xinwen and guess who i saw... Mel and his bf(nick) we watched the same show(red cliff2) at 12.50am and they were sitting right behind us! Right after the show, we wanted to walk home but wen was too tired so he paid for the cab to simpang bedok and we ate roti-prata. After which, I, wilson and hao walked home from there.. Reached home around 5am, bathe and sleep till this evening around 7pm LOL!!! that's the reason that i didn't go to work today=) okay next.. I'm trying to save money but i keep on spending on cab to work every morning. I keep telling myself to wake up early and take mrt to work but i fail to do so=(( can anyone give me an idea to wake myself up!!! cab is killinggggg me! GRRRRR.

Okay, it's time for me to turn off my light and turn in to bed or else i can't wake up tmr for work!.